Ang Aking Likhang Sining

I walk, I talk, I cry, I smile But no one knew, I'm dying inside My brains go crazy, it's no longer thinking My heart is pumping but is no longer beating. Though I listen to everyone I could no longer understand And no matter what I hear I could no longer comprehend. I still live, but I'm not alive I still eat, but could no longer survive. I'm not alone, but I still feel lonely. I still laugh, but I am not happy. I still smell, but is no longer breathing I still touch, but is no longer feeling I have eyes that is no longer seeing. I have a heart that is no longer loving. I lost dreams, I lost hopes There are so many changes I can't cope. I don't care what life could bring ahead. Because now, I am just a living dead.

Masakit pa pala. Ang akala ko'y naghilom na. Ngunit sa tuwing nararamdaman kong andyan ka, biglang naaalala ko ang kung anong naging meron sa ating dalawa. Hindi ko naman akalain, na sasaktan mo lang ang aking damdamin. Ang lubos akalain ko'y, ako'y iyong mahal, sa pag-iisip niyon, ako'y isang hangal. Alam nating hindi puwede pero pinilit ang hindi tama. Mahal n mahal kita, walang biro. Hindi ko ipinagkaila, sa'yo o sa kanino man. Ipinaglaban kita, at di ko alintana kung sino man ang masaktan. Meron kang iba, ganun din naman ako. Pero bago pa nagsimula ang lahat, alam na natin to. Sinabi mo pa, ayaw mo silang saktan. Ngunit sana inisip mo na yan, bago mo pa sinimulan. Binalaan naman kita, ngunit di ka nakinig. Kalandian pa rin na'tin ang lubos na nanaig. Ang dami kong sinaktan, makasama ka lamang. Ngunit wala kang ibang ginawa kundi ako'y iwan. Labis labis na sakit ang aking naramdaman. At pag naaalala ko'y, lumuluha pa rin ang mga mata. Sinasabi kong li...

She is an angel who walks among the mortals, the sinners, the devils and some other angels. They were all brought in the place called Earth. They live together to keep the balance between good and evil. They live among us discreetly and disguises as one of our friends, peers or even enemies. You could never recognize them. She was the nicest among the rest. Very righteous, very rational, very composed and very clever. She was, and she still is. She doesn't choose her friends and peers. May it be a slut, a bitch, a nerd, a weirdo, or the most sinful ones. She believes that you will never be influenced, unless you wanted to be influenced. Man's decisions are his freewill. No one can dictate what he is or who he should be. Same applies with angels and even devils. She was with a group of narrow-minded mortals who needed her guidance. She keeps them righteous through her wisdom and advises. They, on the other hand, wants her to commit a sin. She was like a saint, they used to say...